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Friday, April 11, 2008
i was a diver i think im very good at taking people for granted. i keep making promises to myself to stop, but over time these promises become, as most are, futile and forgotten. there will come a day when i will have to pay for my mistakes. i do believe in karma. i just dont believe in doing good with karma in mind. that would defeat the purpose. had the pleasure of catching we will rock you the musical yesterday. twas a rocking good time! you know there's something about Queen's music that will truly live on forever. i think many will be hard pressed to have as much influence as them. even mariah carey. speaking of whom, i cant stand those people who keep comparing her to elvis and insist on making biased comments like how she's fizzy coke that will rot your mind. as a self-professed promoter of pop i shall sentence those haters to a decade of silence. i think there's a heaven where some screams have gone. how's that thought for you? i mean, give it up already. you have your opinion, but if you can't appreciate some music, it's your loss, not someone else's misjudgement or unenlightenment. get over yourself.
anyway, had the pleasure of catching a slew of movies recently. gonna make lists because they make me feel accomplished, although i know better: - be kind rewind with zee & alan and then there were the very nice dinners: - with zhifeng trix elly hanyi and jean @ xiao long bao i believe i will choose to be happy. im flying off on sunday, and even though it's always unsettling going with the organization, i guess i have no choice and i'd rather make the best of this. gonna put everything nasty behind and start on a clean slate. just like i said i would at the start of this year. i think that turned out pretty okay. for the most part. i cannot wait for my turn to unbutton my shoulders and see pink instead of green again. but there's no reason to rush it either. i still need to figure out a lot of things in the journey ahead. i think ive been running away more than anything. ignoring good advice: see the doctor; sign up for driving; get a checkup. maybe i dont really want to be in control. maybe i need someone else to make the decision for me, even though i know id probably not be happy not knowing. dont go for second best baby watched 'how to make an american quilt' today. was actually quite a depressing outlook on love, not to mention very female oriented, but i cldnt help but fall for sophie's story. she seemed to have everything, and it seemed to be in her control, so how did she end up diving into some place that wasnt her own? kinda reminded me of rebecca davitch. i think, and i really do, it's important that people stop thinking that it's too late to turn around and change their lives for the better. sophie: "i was a diver" i think i shouldve taken swimming seriously all those years ago. i was actually good. but then again, regrets, i have a few. and although they arent 'too few to mention', i still feel like everything happens for a good reason. i may never understand why, but it's all good. i cant spend the rest of my life wondering about the choices i make, or even kick myself for them. anna: "it's better to wonder about them than to kick yourself for it" before i go i would just like to ask, why is it that pavarotti isn't getting HALF the flak that ashlee simpson got for lip synching? being dead is not an excuse. the world is flat and absolutely unfair.
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ahhhh so many good songs out there. i feel like rocketing all of them except i get this music block when i try to pilfer. it must be some intellectual property spirit interferring with the process of procurement.