Mot, Myself and Me Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato. Ashlee Simpson, Big Fish, Just Shoot Me, Red, Tomato, Blueberry Cheesecake, Rockstar
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Tuesday, December 06, 2005
SQ26 Well, I know that you're in love with him 'cause I saw you dancing in the gym You both kicked off your shoes Man, I dig those rhythm and blues a few hours to flightplan. all my bags are packed, im ready to go. something in me screams anxiety. but all i wanna do, is have some fun, and watch the sun come down on the santa monica boulevard. dry run was rather kewl, in a way that i eased into everything easily. cant wait to learn the dance. cant wait to get back. but before that, i cant wait for my american breakfast! bon voyage to all of us! we're gonna have some fun in our winter wonderland :] Bye, bye Miss American Pie Drove my Chevy to the levee but the levee was dry And them good ole boys were drinking whiskey and rye Singing this'll be the day that I die This'll be the day that I die
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Saturday, December 03, 2005
mindef My japanese name is 吉国 Yoshikuni (good fortune country) 拓海 Takumi (open sea).
i realize now that i have been bumming around the whole day, havent done packing, havent done anything in fact. and my article for RA is due today. ahhhhhhh. so many things to do and so little time. i guess that's just my life summed up in a few words. but as ive always said, i need my life to be busy sometimes to feel accomplished at the end of the day. one thing i have learnt from mindef is that every new experience is not something i shld shy away from. instead i shld embrace it with an open mind and a friendly attitude, and frankly, nothing can or will go wrong. it's all how you look at it. things i needa complete before flying off:
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
oral fixation moments ago i was really about to go mad. sunk into this state of spontaneous depression becuz i really cldnt handle the pple around me. i dont understand why they have to be so uncompromising and unforgiving and just so dysfunctional altogether! they dont understand me a lot you know! smthing like this happened last night too! like, again! and i know a lot of it has to do with me too but i dunno if im trying enough. was holding back just now just sitting quietly in my chair staring into space, in my mind i saw myself standing by a beach with nobody else at night and just screaming my lungs out and letting it all out. then i heard myself singing loudly on stage and singing it so well everyone stopped to listen to me. hmph. tomorrow is the last day of mindef. dont know what to think really. we have come such a short but long way in other ways. its crazy but i think ive grown rather attached to these pple. all frm diff jcs, but we cld still break those barriers and have so much fun together. i know that after tmr a lot of us will disintegrate as a grp, and i really dont want that to happen. let's hope that somehow, it doesnt. i will really miss this guys! time is ticking out. flying off tuesday but havent packed and havent done loads of stuff. i will die frm stress when i get back frm us. it's not fair! i just dont feel like doing anything. i dont think i have to give a shit abt anything anymore. for once let me do it my way. it's my bloody holiday damnit! bleah. love will lead you back. haha cant believe im listening to carmen rasmusen now. this person on radioblogclub has a whole playlist on her alone. really cool taste. i think she has an album, or maybe she's coming up with one. the song photograph is really good! i heard abt ogl pairings! got jean my girl! trust her to be so sneaky abt it. i hope she's happy- as for me i think im more than glad to get someone i can talk to easily and work well with. phew. work lies ahead then. cant wait actually. sigh. just little petty things get them ignited and keep em separated. don't bother! supposed to sleep early yeah. absolutely not working. i positively hate myself in the morning cuz i wake up with a blocked/runny nose and eyes tearing and body aching and mind not ready to wake up. i feel very guilty ok. just want to rewind everything and change the way i reacted to stuff. but now its kinda worse that im actually conscious abt it and i try to hold back but ultimately fail to. yest i was almost blowing up to i cld only find one person to talk to. but somehow i feel it wasnt enough. why do i find it so difficult to open up to more pple? i need people whom i can just call at anytime of the day, and they wld be willing to talk to me! don't let me get me. sea games are somehow this passing thing that hits home now and then. i saw it on tv mobile today. joscelin winning the butterfly and all. i dunno but i find it strange that spore is at the bottom of the medal charts. i guess im just not used to spore being last or whatever. argh dont get me started on 'why we need national service' etc. i think we do we really do! haha k nvm. hmmm what the hell am i doing now. i shld just go sleep. in my sleep i will dream of peaceful thoughts. and then maybe, just maybe, my dreams will come true. p.s. this was my entry for the shakira contest on power98. i hope i win and no stealing allowed! miss Shakira isabel mebarak ripoll is sexy, and charming- she makes you want to Tango. Whenever, Wherever, her music's just so catchy Underneath Your Clothes, it makes you feel so happy. you know that she's The One, who'll do your Laundry Service her moves, her grooves- you wouldn't want to miss! Don't Bother about her messy hair she has eyes so wide, and skin so fair as long as there is no Objection, you know you've gotten: the Oral Fixation!
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