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Monday, January 31, 2005
i just wanna live I need an alarm system in my house So I know when people are Creepin' aboutThese people are Freaking me out (these days) It's gettin' hectic everywhere that I goThey won't leave me aloneThere's things they all wanna knowI'm paranoid of all the people I meetWhy are they talking to me?And why can't anyone see I just wanna live Don't really care about the things that they say Don't really care about what happens to meI just wanna liveJust wanna live [x6] I rock aLawsuit when I'm going to courtA white suit when I'm gettin’ divorcedA black suit at the funeral homeAnd my birthday suit when I’m home aloneTalkin’ on the phoneGot an interviewWith the Rolling Stone They're saying“Now you’re rich andNow you’re famousFake ass girls all know your name and"Lifestyles" of the rich and famousyour first hit are you ashamed?”Of the life, Of the life,Of the life we're livin’ I just wanna live Don't really care about the things that they say Don't really care about what happens to meI just wanna live Stop your messin’ around boyBetter think of your futureBetter make some good plans boy Said everyone of my teachersLookoutYou better play it safeYou never know what hard times will come your wayWe sayWhere we're coming from We've already seenThe worst that this life can bring Now we expect it everywhere that we goAll the things that they sayYeah we already know I just wanna live Don't really care about the things that they say Don't really care about what happens to me(Just wanna live [x3)I just wanna liveJust wanna live [x3]I Just wanna liveJust wanna live [x3]Don’t really care about the things that they say(Just wanna live [x3])Don't really care about what happens to me I just wanna live
7:37 AM
Thursday, January 27, 2005
fencing was fun fencing was fun! i tried blogging here 5 mins ago but blogspot went nuts. deleted. no more. so here i am, summing up a day's excitement into these few lines. im looking forward to nice people and a nice cca. hopefully i have found it. if only things wld go smoothly from now. everything, cca, df, results...man im so mortified sometimes, but i have to trust that im giving my best. till then, i must really sleep cuz school is getting fun-ner and i dont wanna dream it away. to all the sour and bitter, lose your taste, dont waste for here comes sunshine and glitter. never too far...
8:31 AM
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
toad talk i dont see anyone posting today. seriously in all honesty. nobody gives a damn today cuz somehow we are all tired. maybe i speak for myself but still damn tired. been messing arnd at drama feste and its crazy that im cca-less and trying to go for clinics but finding everything clashing with one another. drats. archery and fencing sound fun i'll give them a shot. no harm trying. esp in a place like this. i feel its not so much interest now. last time i didnt have interest that's why i wasnt in lotsa stuff. but now its too late for just that. u need more. u need value. and i find my market value depreciating by the second. anyhow, the academic part is getting exciting. for me at least. some form of stimulus to look forward too. with that said, it makes me more tired. all i wanna say is, i dont see why pple judge others so easily. so harshly. spread rumours so easily. like they wld want it to happen to themselves. its the ugly side of human nature and once again i find myself face to face with it. i tried avoiding it really, but the world reeks of it. i pray now, not for myself to ward off such spiritual parasites, but instead for all the trash to stop. i am at peace with myself at least so i wasnt really affected or anything but yeah its real bullshit that pple are so insensitive. i find myself feeling for the innocent victims of rumours. then i realized smthing to my horror. of sort. blah. i was one of them. probably still am. a victim and a culprit. so i shall stop. and others, please do. at least i know for sure, i've always had the consideration in me. others dont. they just dont. childish senseless babble. and well what can i do. nothing they say is true anw. so haha to them! really, the more i thnk abt it, the more amazing it is. no-one can really say anything bad abt me which is true. i mean unless its my crazy nature but other than that...really! so im at peace. so glad i can walk out tomorrow and smile and carry on being ME. and letting everyone else know that im cool and they're not. sort of. toadheads. gdnite. 12.09am.
7:58 AM
Sunday, January 23, 2005
wasted weekend honestly i cant really bear to anticipate any outcome. i really hope im not really a screwed reject. its just not fair. not to me it isnt. i really gave my best, which i reckon is better than some others. i dont think its right for others to be let in based on previous experience. i believe i have so much more to offer than the many others out there. so why wont they call me? im damn despo now. i sound whiney. but id like to think it isnt my fault. i didnt claim to screw up like those pple so why did they get in and not i? hmm...now i understand how it is to fail an audition. the feeling sucks man. big time. now i dunno where to turn. i was mentally prepared but never really had a backup plan. so how now? spamming sign-ins on msn aint gonna help me. i hafta help myself. i thank ge0rge for opening up when he didnt need to. i hate myself for wanting pity- when it came i wasnt ready. well im alone now. again. a new week begins and i regret lotsa stuff i did and did not do. i wasted my weekend. blimey. life is messy.
8:05 AM
Saturday, January 22, 2005
bloggie hey there bloggie. it feeels good to be working on new grounds. at last a change. i shant spend too much time here. lotsa readings to do and stuff to catch up on. im not really ready for the move yet though. only so few pple know of the existence of this blog. well if they're reading, haha, which do you prefer? should i change? still thinking about it, but i love this template; when i saw it- i fell in love. see you later. there isnt much space for text is there?
11:08 PM
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
unwritten "feel the rain on your skin no one else can feel it for you only you can let it in no one else no one else can speak the words on your lips drench yourself in words unspoken live your life with arms wide open today is where your book begins the rest is still unwritten"
6:02 PM
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