otamot

Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

Ashlee Simpson, Big Fish, Just Shoot Me, Red, Tomato, Blueberry Cheesecake, Rockstar

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Alan Cheng Chai Jun Yi JonK Nash Zee Breakfast! Snee Navjote We Spank Shirin Christine Shumin Jean Trixia Victor Kenny Liyana Jo Jun Sheng Ajit Shib Yam Alps Mike Aparna Sarah Stef Jasmine Shimin Reuben Ziing

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006
R.E.D.

house party is tomorrow and im really excited!
a lot of details are a blur to me but im sure things will work out eventually.
you know, after tomorrow, our lives in house comm wouldve pretty much come to an end. that makes me very sad. you know watching the j1s go through their campaign speeches in lt4 made us think back on how we did ours in the very same lt just one year ago. and i rmbr that tomato of mine- the big one still on my class noticeboard. and i rmbr james singing and playing the guitar, ajit being his cocky self and leslie talking some crap. but it was all so much fun! who wldve guessed?! and our first meeting at macdonalds, and the voting process at junyi's house. man i dont think we can ever relive those times again. i think ive been taking a lot of moor tarbet stuff for granted without even realizing it. but one thing's true- im gonna look back and smile. because it's truly been an amazing journey. when i went back to tao payoh outside hdb hub i was instantly reminded of the time jerry leslie belicia and i went out to buy stuff while the rest were back in school making small heart badges. i felt i bonded with them a bit more than if i wld have if we stayed in school :] belicia i wont forget either cuz we worked very closely on the banner and i rmbr her accomodating us at her house- we went there to sleep lah hahaha!
i guess all that doesnt have to end tmr. we will have fun, hopefully make it the best party ever- and we'll have so much more to take away from it.

anyway these past two days- been shopping- alone. it's kinda sad i tell you, but looking back actually rather therapeutic. trooped down to j8 yesterday and yes noone was there to accompany me i wonder how i get myself into situations like these. you know, just wondering aimlessly. but anyhow i found myself in that and walking into shops like mini-toons and looking at cutesy stuff for ms ditzy or whatever was simply weirdd. anw i practically roamed the whole place top to basement, and finally ending it off with a round in ntuc. saw some life there- met mitchell and ongweiqi, who were buying water and apples respectively. i was like -_- now that's what i call weird hahaha. ok but i was obviously the loser cuz i left the entire complex without buying anything- just some notes on the prices. i guess i was walking and walking and now im thinking of that poem which talked abt supermarket shelves. anyway yeah i felt like that. which is i dunno what. i suppose i was suspended in time and it reminded me of those days i had so much time i cld follow my mum to the supermarket. it's crazy i dont even have time for that now! so there i was- soaking it up for all it was worth.

tried getting someone to follow me today but noone cld make it. it was meant to be a 2a outing alan! see lah. haha nvm so anw i spent some time helping junyi prep for R.E.D. blew balloons and went round pasting them. cc and jo kindly helped carry chairs back to humz lounge from the pw room. for some strange reason noone is claiming their stuff! except the few who came. grrrr. they have been warned. im gonna absorb everything else i tell you. rushed off to IMM and headed straight for Daiso. coooool stuff there. and all at two bucks so i had a fun time pushing the trawley around and ticking things off my list. i dont think theyre too cheapskate- at least i hope not. all in good fun lah. plus i have some goodies from my dad. so shld be sufficient. i didnt like the bus waits. but as i sat there thinking about nothing, i felt like nothing was there to bother me. and boy did that feel good. all i need now is some good sleep.

i like parties. rp party for one, which i forgot to mention in the entry below, yeah it was great! the costume theme "outrageous" worked pretty well and pandan valley saw weirdos from aysuria and jean the japanese school girls to darren and ryand the ninjas, from jerrine and me the wannabe elvises to yilun the afro retro ghetto girl who danced on the table haha. oh and janessa was in this cool red army outfit and it was so intimidating- pple like shumin looked like a japanese clown- so cute! jade came in a bunny outfit gasp! and there was cardcaptor sakura and hawaiin girl and so much more. haha yeah i wish everyone was there- but not everybody could be. it was a night to remember, amidst all the haunted house stress. it gave me great satisfaction to hold it at my place so i really didnt mind cleaning up. we shld party again! yes yes i need lots of parties.

but you see, im not sure how much time i have left for myself. i need to discipline myself for SATs. i need to start reading back on math notes, econs stuff too. and history's almost a mess! heart of darkness confuses me. so you see, with college play and guitar concert and rmun and dreamix all coming up, im gonna have to be a fighter for just a little while more.

can lah. podium whoring was fun today, no doubt :] and i dont want it to end, not now, not ever.

8:40 AM