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Saturday, March 18, 2006
till the world caves in it's amazing how things just turn out fine in the end. gavin was telling me on msn earlier on how things always eventually work out- and i mean, how true. maybe not everything- some things never change, some things turn out for the worse- but i do believe everything happens for a reason. and i dont know who's orchestrating all of this- i dont have anything to believe in- but i can start by believing in myself and doing what i do best, i guess, and that is moving on. simun was a gratifying experience. i didnt waste 3 days after all, even though at times many of us were seriously bored to tears. but you know, i always thought i knew mun, but this was my first time as a delegate and i learnt so much so much more. i got excited about debates, although i wasnt terribly outspoken, but i guess i did what i could, and maintained positive. it was fun, i enjoyed the company and the new pple i met. very nice pple from schools like ijc, this queen latifah haha and yeah some others from the indian schools i wasnt close to but felt they did great- so earnest and so hardworking- man i felt guilty. the j1s in my committee (ang lip, sneha the egyptian queen & kim jiong teddy who had a photo fixation -_-) were good, real proud of them somehow. and the rest of the j1s were also on top of the game. my fellow j2s i know were excellent in more ways than one and i wish i was in the same comm as at least one of them but having lunch with them and hanging out during ga was good enough for me. the food was good, btw, and the french school is niceeeee. for many reasons. haha. but yeah, it's over, just like that. no more excuses. it's just me and the books. firstly no kudos whatsoever to those who ponned ok. so disappointed in them, but who am i to judge i guess, given that i was considering doing the same the night before thursday. ahhh. i was actually looking forward to the second day you know. so yeah. it took away a great deal of my time but i took away a lot more. im ready for a lot more things now i feel. it's that kind of feeling which makes it magical. anw back to commons. realized today that everything will pretty much be over in 3 days, since pc on friday doesnt warrant any studying. but you see, being the superstitious me it's obvious that from the way im speaking and the very fact that im blogging right now shows how much importance and effort im actually giving cts. there is this strange calm. in the bath my heart raced pretty fast cuz i was thinking of finishing everything and i dunno that just made me feel all lost. but i guess i need to sit back and look at the big picture. im gonna go in and 'bang', as shumin said. yeah, im gonna take this as a chance to guage where i stand. no competition on my part. no kiasuism. no worrying too much. just gonna go and sit and relax and do. i mean, at this point, i cant be bothered already. not that im giving up, mark my words- i just, cant find it within me. i know i will pick up from after this, but for now, im gonna excuse myself, and for reasons i believe are legitimate enough, and see how far i can go. mhmm. i must say navjote is amazing. that guy actually zoned in on his target on the first day, and successfully secured a number before today ended. it was brilliance i tell you, haha and very entertaining i might add. sitting beside him during ga meant i got all the gushing and saw him work his way up from note passing and eye gazing. hahahahaha. ok navjote you rockk. thanks weeshu mini for calling me a 'ninny' because that sort of jolted me to stop whining and yes i regret being so reluctant abt it. simun was swell. i enjoyed so much of it, from the idiosyncratic securitaries to the note passing to the food to the intellectual intercourse. man, i was exhausted but really pleased. press corps cldve done so much better, bad english and all, but yes jon and joyce you guys were fab. somehow i felt this affinity with press you know, given my mun history and all haha. ahhh i think i shall pick up french soon. see there are just so many things i wanna do. ive got my post cts list out alrdy. mostly not leisure stuff i assure you. from haunted house to design to publicity to sats. so yeah, im gonna keep going and i think this week has been one of uncertainty in my life but i will start the new one much stronger and readier to accept new challenges. in a way this has been very enriching a holiday, acad aside. oh yeah jason mraz was tops btw. he's one of the greatest live singers around- the way he reinvents each song and reaches those notes, whoahhh- you get surprised everytime i tell you. and he can just improvise on the spot and keep going shows you how versatile and talented he is. i ought to get his albums- yepyep. thanks jonk for the company. i cld tell you were suitably star-struck. too bad we were too far away huh. saw some rj peeps around. i see school everywhere sometimes, sometimes i dont know how to separate life and school. what is life? thanks to alan for the nice msn convo we had. a short one, about i forgot what, but i still felt very cosy talking to him so yeahh. catch up soon! gavin, you amaze me with the depth you can have at times when we are sighing and willowy. sigh...haha. oh and shaun! cabrera's exit to exit has been keeping me alive every night before i sleep. yes radioblogclub i love because everyday i discover new songs. today i discovered this one. and omg the lyrics speak volumes. i guess you guys take it away with you and till next time, i'll be much freer. freedom forever! (p.s. i got my v for vendetta from kino at last!) The Blues by Switchfoot Is this the New Year or just another night? Is this the new fear or just another fright? Is this the new tear or just another desperation? Is this the finger or just another fist? Is this the kingdom or just a hit n' miss? I miss direction, most in all this desperation Is this what they call freedom? Is this what you call pain? Is this what they call discontented fame? It'll be a day like this one When the world caves in When the world caves in When the world caves in I'm singing this one like a broken piece of glass From broken hearts and broken noses in the back Is this the New Year or just another desperation? You push until you're shoving You bend until you break Do you stand on the broken fields where our fathers lay? It'll be a day like this one When the world caves in When the world caves in When the world caves in When the world caves in When the world caves in When the world caves in Is nothing here worth saving? Is no one here at all? Is there any net left that could break our fall? It'll be a day like this one When the sky falls down and the hungry and poor and deserted are found Are you discontented? Have you been pushing hard? Have you been throwing down this broken house of cards? It'll be a day like this one When the world caves in When the world caves in When the world caves in Is there nothing left now? Nothing left to sing Are there any left who haven't kissed the enemy? Is this the New Year or just another desperation? Does justice never find you? Do the wicked never lose? Is there any honest song to sing besides these blues? And nothing is okay Till the world caves in Till the world caves in Till the world caves in Till the world caves in Till the world caves in Until the world caves in Until the world caves in Until the world caves in Until the world caves in Until the world caves in
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