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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005
on how life is

hahahaha! my class blog is more or less soft porn now, what with jessica alba and her sleazy tiger beer bikini ad. as of now nobody has admitted to it but i think we all know who's responsible! "so and so rode his horse"! hahaha cant help but be hugely amused, esp the girls' reactions mwhahaha. for a limited time only.

alright weekend was really lazy, but i watched two comedies! the waterboy & mixed nuts- both very hilarious, and im convinced adam sandler is a great actor noww. mixed nuts was really nutty and made me laugh like never before in such a long time. the christmas tunes made me realize that christmas is around the corner again. i dont know how to feel about that. last year was pretty boring, christmas eve spent in school i think. i hope this year will be different. but with ogl and stuff coming up. gosh. busy times ahead. i just wanna enjoy the holiday season and soak up the festive mood. its been a long time. shld start listening to xmas tunes soon.

finally settled our banner designs and frankly im itching to start work, despite aching all over from a sudden inspirational game of tennis yesterday in school. tennis is like, smthing i havent touched in years. obviously im at the sucky stage but i guess im rather mediocre at most sports anw, not that im content but i guess i have no real compelling reason to commit to any one sport and train vigorously. frankly, its just smthing i do for fun! there are times i imagine how different my life would be if i was posted to a sports cca in secschool. would i be any different in terms of the stuff i do, the things i say, the way i think. its nurture vs nature i think. but alas my life is not like that cool movie sliding doors. if it were i wld love to watch my life go two separate ways. we only ever know one, sometimes too well dont we? and we wish at times for things to be drastically different just for the sake of breaking out of monotony or the preconceptions that pple have abt you. but life's as such. as much as a bitch it can be, it has been pretty good to me. and i know that all the good things in my life now, i might not get if i were to slide on to the other door. i guess this year has been such a packed year its been a whirlwind, a seismic rush, i needa really think about where im going. cuz on the surface it seems i might have everything that so many others around me want. and im not saying this to boast or anything, but im just being truly aware of how fortunate i am.

spaper results were out yesterday. honestly? i didnt expect it. i thought they were gonna be anal abt it and give everyone like me just 1. but in the end i got lit&hist. i guess they really scrutinize the grades cuz some pple like zee got lit instead of hist and the diff was like what, a few marks? today when joy was doing her appeal i really wanted her to succeed because i could feel her sincerity oozing out of her. and i was thinking to myself, yeah how can they judge all of us just based on one silly exam? shumin was bold in writing what she wrote in her appeal but i thought it was really frank and spot-on. pple have been consistent throughout but flopped in the final exam. does it matter? it doesnt prove anything? we all know how stressful promos were. and the so called flop is only a flop because we are up against each other, toughest competition from all corners of rj, it really isnt that easy. whatever it is, for the pple who are appealing, i hope you all get it, as long as you are sincere and know what ure doing. sometimes we just needa follow our hearts. im gonna try out 2, and if need be, i will drop, but will try to have as much fun and gain as much exposure as possible. frankly im quite excited to get started. econs s today, i crashed, and it seemed like momentum was really picking up. they were getting all ready alrdy. pretty scary, and might seem kiasu, but i wld like to think its all good stuff and good fun! so much to do, so little time, but i cant wait to try. yes i will. im gonna try :] ive been blessed with this opportunity, id be a fool to let it go without giving it all that ive got.

kwok lect today was unfortunately as usual. didnt really pay attention then at the end xtine and i realized we hafta do a position paper on that very topic at the very start of next year. drats. but i was in such a slacking mood i cldnt really bother. kwok dressed down, in his very-him outfit. we all had such fun scrutinizing the ring on his third finger, which he professed he bought for himself. haha. us trip really seems closer than ever, and more exciting at that. really cant wait. as for stuff like mindef, eurghh. the programme just cheapens the whole outlook, but i promise to stay openminded and hope it will be fulfilling. most times, good things happen when we're not expecting it. sometimes, better.

this week has been busier than expected. and im really lazy. i really hope to end it off with a good ole hangout with the guys at sleepover. and then ppp next week! everyone can make it! hurray! though, what will i do after its all over? the race is on. as it's always been. it's just how much you wanna put into it at different phases of ur life. just like how often u wanna listen to that clock tick. not very much, except for those quiet moments in our lives, we sit by the table thinking about everything big and small. those little moments, yet many and at times impactful.

im still seeking greater fulfilment. someone or something needs to complete me.
p.s. one of the random joys nowadays is waking up, happy with the way my hair looks and spending less than 10 minutes in the toilet. whee!
p.s. i wish everyone around me will be happy.
p.s. project runway is such an inspiration.
p.s. maxine is kinky.

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