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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

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Saturday, August 13, 2005
beautiful phrases

its 124am on sunday morning and having spent saturday sleeping, watching dimsum dollies and slacking and reading kwok notes, i have done zero productive work, except for a few overdue math questions. in fact, im feeling very small now. i dont think i will be able to finish. most pple seem to have done their pcs already. makes me feel really really behind. i hate that feeling.

pw wr finally handed in. that was a killer. like glen said- we prob did more work in those 5 hours (or more) than we ever did for the 5 months (or so) since pw started. hmm at least now im confident of pw again.

rafrock practice was fun i guess. first time there, small cosy studio, nice pple, and the songs were great. and when i had the chance to sing it was really uplifting and yeah although i was suffering from severe lack of sleep at least i felt relaxed. more to come i hope.

esplanade shows always get in my eye. they usually have scenes where the on stage rotating light thingy glares straight in your eye that u cant really appreciate the performance without painful eyes. thats a thought for you. really painful! spoiling my eyes!

today i had an epiphany. a good one actually. maybe too good to be true. but i think that for once i am sure of myself and i know where i want to go. like im out of the old mould and im gonna do my best not to slip back in :]

really tired now. hmwk undone. feeling shitty. i know it'll all pass soon i hope i wake up and feel super on! just had an urge to type smthing, so i decided to type smthing that didnt require any flipping of notes and what shit.

emails. was looking thru old emails again. i love my hotmail accnt although it is perpetually above 90% storage, it's that full for a reason. it is a treasure chest of memories. ms heng. otto fong. ms kelly. club 18. allen. shaun. jonk. christine. sock chia, cheryl, and many random random stuff. yeah so if u sent stuff to me last time be prepared to face up to that cuz i do keep some in storage haha. some really move me cuz either they still move me like how they used to that i actually rmbr it so well and feel the same or i dont feel the same and it is interesting to see how far ive come from there. hmmm. shall have some random quotes. maybe u can recognize your own writing. some are from me to others!

And finally JonK - Jonk is perhaps the most complex out of everyone in the group. At times he possesses Alan's indifference, Nash's peng ji, although much harsher and unnecessary, Zee's stubborness and Ryan's flippantness......... I'm really tired now, not only in the physical sense, and I have no idea why some people like us just don't give up, but instead push towards a greater understanding. I suppose though hope is frail, it's hard to kill. All we need now is the will to believe that with every step that we leap forward, it will be worth the risk and the time and the effort. ....... do stop wasting our time alright? we're doing this for a reason. You incite multiple emotions in me: faith, wrath, sadness all rolled into one and as I begin to feel angrier as I type, do realise what you're doing to the rest of us, and that I would like to imagine a place where there would be no more [or at least less] making fun or quarelling with thee. thank u. ......Here's wishing everyone the best in what they do, and to take delight in everything beautiful in the world. =)

hmm i bought autobiography! haha havent listened but it rocks! therz a song called lala ;p oh well im listening to avrill now... under my skin is soo good... and so is let goo...

Charmed again,
Sam Jo
a.k.a Orlando Pieperr Vendetta Jejenum Morgan Branch

For further details/precautions against this team of sLYE old rats who feign innocence, contact Sam Jo.

It is my wish that the 2A clan (which includes the Charmed circle) will combine our forces as one (stay united as always) and vanquish the negative elements together...P.S. With regards to a particular choice of adjective used by one of the demons (the word starting with B and ending with H), I must express my disgust- what the world needs now is love, so let's stop all this nonsense.

Hey guys, you have expressed interest in being in the crew of drama feste (moor house). Please note that there will be a crew meeting this Fri (5/7) at 2pm in LT2 conducted by Ms Kelly. For those people who cannot make it and still is interested, please place a note in Ms Kelly's letter-rack in SR1. Thanx.
Jun Yi
sending a msg on behalf of Miss Hope Kelly (moor house asst house mistress)

Dear Miss Heng,
While reading the two chinese novels (Water Margin and Romance of the Three Kingdoms) for the holidays, do we have to underline the important points like we did for the Little Prince and Journey to the West?

I have no confidence to say that I had done the best, but I am learning too during the process when I interact with you guys.

How's your Red Cross Camp? What did you do there? Aiya, some people so free, got time to go for leisure camp!

Forgive my strong words...I've never been more insulted in my life, thanks a lot to.......I am ready to throw in the towel for Moor, because I have lost most of my passion for it. My help has been translated to aiming to get T-shirts and posts......It seems that silent wrath has been incurred.

you know, apart from the more general shared experiences of 6h you have little to do with my past. so really, you are not something of a shallow friendship but a ghost from my past that has always been there but is now surfacing, taking shape, gaining colour....... life will be good to us, you'll see. :)

hmmmm. the more i read thru them the weirder i feel. so many emotions all at once. well i guess this is a very public thing to do, but they mean a lot to me and if you dont feel comfortable about smthing being up here pls tell me. but yeah, i just wanted this. snippets of my life. imagine if i died, noone has the password to my accnt. and noone will get to see all this. hmmm. i really miss ms heng i realize. she was so so nice. happy birthday to her on monday! christine, look how far we've come from those email days! its only been months! club18, haha when we turn 18 maybe we will get down to recording that cd. but you see, the motive isnt there anymore. there are seldom tengleng jokes now. which is good. i still have a lot of hate mails stocked up. but i look at them at how angry some of us like nash were and gosh imagine us quarelling like that now it is really...amusing i guess. glad its over. there was one email that really hooked deep. how far have we come from then where you wld email me for no rhyme or reason, jonk? hmmm in fact to everyone who used to do so, when did all that stop?

so many beautiful phrases in some of them. words capture some moments. we string them together. and we wear the beads to protect ourselves and everything we ever knew of. and that will be what we know of for time to come. i dunno what im saying i guess. just miss everyone. i want to cherish each moment now ever so badly.

doing hmwk? what a waste.

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