otamot

Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

Ashlee Simpson, Big Fish, Just Shoot Me, Red, Tomato, Blueberry Cheesecake, Rockstar

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Saturday, July 16, 2005
semi-charmed life

lalala.
things have been pretty crazy because another week has passed by this time with me noticing it passing by. like i counted each day and compared it with the previous week's and its just crazy how different things can be or how the days just go by without doing much, but with time moving just as fast, or slow, if you must.

and now here i am on the brink of extinction due to homework and lots of other stuff to handle and settle both physically and mentally that i am really desensitized. let's see: havent started an inch on PW since GPP and havent touched Econs and stuck at Q4 of Math Tutorial 9 and still ranked no.2 after yucky VJC on moblog and havent entered data for house members and havent finalized banner design and havent lots of shit. right now its just the homework that's gonna kill me.

but i did find time to relax. good charlotte was simply the bomb in town and i just took that night off to jump and scream and sing and yell and cheer and do all i could to take my mind off stuff. pretty apt that i went with my cousins too, cuz at least that meant i was thinking family wise which excluded any heavy responsibilities, work etc. i splurged on a red GC shirt for god knows whatever reason but i did it, under impulse i must say, but well aware that i might get a chance to wear it during house functions. cant wait to show off. haha. but that aside it was a chill off night. really fun and as i stood in the middle of a thousand over strong crowd, i just had this moment when i was staring up at the neon purple and green lights and with the speakers booming the anthem or lifestyles of the rich and the famous or we believe (love this song crazy) or i just wanna live (love this song crazier), yeah there was that epiphany of a moment- like i felt i belonged just right there, in midst of good strong loud invigorating music and simply letting go and having fun. taking photos takes away ur sense of true appreciation. of course if u get good photos its a bonus but going hands free, with them hands in the air and clapping and throwing that international love hand signal, man of the hour! nothing can match that feeling. either i must be in front of a crowd or with the crowd i dont know. i just want a crowd.

but say im in a lift or in a toilet or at home, sometimes i just wanna be alone. be left alone to sing or to laze or to look at myself in the mirror or to dance silly or to just enjoy being alone. so yeah, i dont know what i really want. i guess i just wanna have fun, while i still can.
hmm so we are getting older each day. i dont wanna grow old.

but i figure the song i wanna grow old with u means so much. see if u have that significant other to spend the rest of ur life with, i guess no matter how short, u wld just be content and happy and there will be a fairytale ending, until the day one dies before the other that is. thing is why do pple get divorced? quarrelling is fine. it makes u grow stronger. hmm so finding that someone is very important to start with. hear me?

haha. ballet under the stars was also relaxing. after an uneventful afternoon of handball and putting up posters which got blown down by the storm, how nice the feeling to sit under the dark cloudy sky (with no stars!) and the moon to appreciate the beautiful tale of the little mermaid unfold before ur very eyes- ballet style. cool right? was mostly a kiddy thing. but i mean even mr reeves liked such stuff. i guess its more of the atmosphere. if it wasnt for that, i wld what, be in front of the com, like now?

feel guilty you reader. sitting in front of the com, absorbing all the radiation full blow. bleah anw on a random note, shirin lisa and i did morning announcement for moblog, but apparently it didnt work much and nat questions the existence of a rafflesian spirit. other than the personified one of course. hmmm. i wonder. i guess. but its a warped one. certainly. ok stop now or im getting into trouble.

on another random note i think nkf patients are the real victims. so stop being babies and keep the money rolling in! those pple on top! its because of pple like u that pple in africa are still starving each night and dying of curable diseases. dying because of YOU. yes you! see this finger pointing at you. all our fingers pointing at you. go away the evil in you. the greed. the insatiable root of all evil. go away! and just look at the really unfortunate and for god's sake think and FEEL. i dunno it just seems so fortunate that i have this extremely large capacity for sympathy and conscience but at the same time it is damn saddening cuz i see all these happening and just see no real motivation to do all that at the expense of others. eat your golden tap and choke on it. i mean what kind of face do you have anyway? SPH wins! power. pity i have lost some respect for the woman in "tan suit and leopard print shirt".

so today today was tiring cuz i woke up and cut out the cute coupon and took 7 down to cine, reaching arnd 930am. met jonk and jared there and we started queuing. *lots of censored details* in the end we had ccc, alan, jonk, jared and me watching fantastic four at 1.30pm, hence missing the AC-RJ debates (sorry junyi!). but yeah they won anw so hurray! the show really excited me. finally got a chance to watch it. may i say here that incredibles was the one that copied fantastic four. and i love them both but this season, fantastic four gets the props. true to the comic spirit and creation of stan lee the genius. all the actors were great. favourite funny moments were the underwear one, the you're hot and so are you one, the i kissed your nose one etc. mostly witty quips from johnny storm. suze storm made me take her for a joke when she decided to pose when getting blasted by the cosmic cloud. haha but it was fun anw. they are in fact fantastic. ok what am i saying. it's just good so go watch it. cld be better, but it's good already. i just didnt like that debbie left ben just like that. how unromantic. the invisible kiss was classic comic cheeze but loved it. i think im in love! with love!

ok want to watch sin city! but i cant! realized that jessica alba will be appearing everywhere. look out for into the blue come year end. its crazy how popular one can be. i guess that's the beauty of stardom. youre hot, youre popular. but she can act too lah. i liked it when she cried and nosebled during the final battle. really tugged at my heart. other parts about reeds always having to reach for the stars and ben willing to give everything to be invisible were priceless. really unsubtle but yet subtle as well. maybe u cld just feel it. good acting. ahhhh.

have i mentioned fire is cool? moor tarbet is hot. are you?

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