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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

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Sunday, June 05, 2005
pieces

whenever im listening to a song and i start blogging, i feel an urge to add the lyrics in, just cuz it goes with the flow and i like doing things with a flow.
sigh.
okay suddenly im feeling emo again for some reason when i was just super hyped up yesterday after house meeting. house meeting was really great cuz we were productive and yeah i dunno im beginning to like the dynamics hopefully we get better! i know moortarbet will rule them all i know it cuz we're gonna be the best :]
before that i dropped by shum's house for rmun crisis filming which i NG-ed plenty of times before getting my part right. which was screwy cuz i didnt have to memorize much. in retrospect i realized i mixed up "revenue" and "reserves" in my mind, so the whole chunk of words didnt make sense. oh and we saw diana ser filming get real. i still think she's haughty. cld u imagine we were trying to borrow a tape from them! hahaha.
my stomach is protesting. its been doing so day after day since i got back from bintan and i have no idea why. a lot of gas moving about and my bowels are irregular so to speak. on top of that ive been extremely lethargic, sleeping way past noon everyday and taking lots of short naps in the day. today i took about 5 naps i think. went to the barber got a weird haircut as always and missing my long hair for some strange reason cuz obviously it made me feel uncomfortable and made me look unkempt. so yeah because of all these health problems, with the most serious being that i keep getting chest seizures at night, and sometimes through the day, i dont get enough genuine rest and im unable to even start on any kind of work be it unfinished homework, overdue journals and mugging for the CTs. which is a biggest dread right now. im sure a month down the road it wld be peanuts. but right now is now and im dreading it.
listening to avril lavigne now.
sometimes i wonder whether i blog like that guy in the Hours whose book was difficult to read. i think im difficult to read. do you?
stream of consciousness my foot cuz even i cld do that. oh yeah speaking of accomplishing something others have i wonder if i ever will commit to something new i wanna do. im too tired and busy for RR so i may not make it tmr. i'll probably forget anw. really sorry abt that i really want to start smthing anew but its time to get serious with my studies. and moBlog has been a payoff for now i think cuz pple are starting to blog im so happy. hopefully i dont have to check it everyday cuz nat does that anw. like her i shall take a mental holiday. yes i need that. to consolidate my feelings and thoughts and prioritize everything.
but then again i dont really prioritize. i just do what i like dont i? going for badminton/table tennis on tuesday, on the comfort that we will be studying econs after that sigh i doubt it. i think im gonna be lazy and not bring any books so they can just come over to my house after that. anw clementi sports hall is a blessing! really really good! ok shant say too much now. tuesday is the date to look forward to.
which is very soon. which defeats the purpose. but then again the more we wait, the more likely we are to be disappointed cuz our desires grow beyond possibility. insatiable. hmm im thinking of that song by darren hayes now! old songs!
nash just let me listen to breathe no more earlier this evening. very good song. very very good.
ive been surviving on two carrie underwood songs so far. but i cldnt help but listen to avril today again. yeah.
wait im repeating myself.
so on outings, jonK was very happy. we were going to go out on the 11th but then house chalet came into the picture. sad! but tonight to my utter shock i found out facs comm was organizing it and a lot of pple were gonna go late or not stay over at all. which is tragic. so whats the point in me going at all i wonder? i need confirmation!
the four RJC library books stare at me like im some criminal. ok fine ive been neglecting you and you are all due in a day or so. but am i gonna trod back to school? no thanks! you freaks!
on a random note bintan was really fun and i recapped all of it at moblog. so go look if u havent. 3C is a great group all of them earn my respect. i wish i had gone for the outing but i didnt. am i missing the wrong things? i didnt even go for preU sem, which according to alan and christine, was a great experience! man. what am i doing? why cant i be content with what i have do i need to keep switching targets and wanting more when will i really settle down?
hmm im glad SOME things are back to near NORMAL. i think. yeah at least there isnt animosity now thank goodness for that! :] sometimes im just thankful.
ok i hereby solemnly promise myself that i will start mugging tmr. i need to start swimming too. which shldnt be to hard if i just get my lazy butt out of the house. yeah if i exercize, my mind will be more alert and i wont have all these ailments. i hope. i am a very sickly person. inside out.
its june! my favourite month and here's wishing june and gemini babies happy birthday and all the best! we rawk!
i have very little left to say. daisy pulls it off was great but i never got a closure on that. bintan was fun. i miss it. i know im high now but in time to come i will be looking BACK and missing all of it. wel we only got to experience it once. its not like going to someone's house where its more or less the same. like junyi;s house or shumin;s house. its a real experience you know. to be there and doing stuff and all. only that once. and then we remember or forget what we choose to. or sometimes its not within our control. yeah im cherishing all of this. thank you.

i dont wanna fall to pieces
i just wanna sit and stare at you

all the pieces, pieces, pieces of me

pieces of you.

i need a new direction in life and im bent on getting it. oh but who will i be if my frens dont even identify with me. i think everything's within me. within us. we can do it. time is non replenishable. let us change ourselves if not the world.

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