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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato. Ashlee Simpson, Big Fish, Just Shoot Me, Red, Tomato, Blueberry Cheesecake, Rockstar CREATEUR ALLEY Alan Cheng Chai Jun Yi JonK Nash Zee Breakfast! Snee Navjote We Spank Shirin Christine Shumin Jean Trixia Victor Kenny Liyana Jo Jun Sheng Ajit Shib Yam Alps Mike Aparna Sarah Stef Jasmine Shimin Reuben Ziing January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 December 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 October 2008 October 2009
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Birthday Blues I had fun today and it wouldn't have been possible without the following people: The Wishers: (in no particular order) My Family (we are family) Ms Kelly (may Baby E be a healthy, cheerful one!) Nash (cheer up) Ryan Christine (meow?) ChengChai (very thoughtful, as always) Jared (boo! haha thanks) Matthew Loh Ramu (big brother!) Yee Ler (yeeeeayyy) Roy SiJia (wow thanks) HanYi (march8 i rmbr!) QingXiang Nat (I ate all the 17 cakes!) Kenny (yay your mom rawks too!) Liyana (on the dot! crazy girl!) Matthew Seet (nice) Shaun (u cheated, doesn't count!) Lawrence (thanks dude) JunYi (stay happy too rayian, sibling of pearleen and genelle!) Dani (Knock knock! Who's there? Thank. Thank who? No, Thank You!) ZhaoYu (you said the most touching thing, thank you and hangout soon!) ShiMin (friend!) HuanKiat (Thank you! Best to you too!) GlenChiang (U're never too late have fun too!) Alan (who called at 11:04pm! haha yayyy!) josiAs* -i bought a ticket to e end of the rainboww says: ha.. i still cant get over the fact that tho we knew each other for relatively short moments in time, yet we can talk about anything and everything.. i guess u were one of the better friends i made during my times in ri, and im really really thankful for u being there and all(: Oh yeah you can call me Stylo Milo Yeo now! Ok actually this entry is so shameless but yeah I figured i might as well have as much fun as i can before I return to the books! ahh the dreadful. I will come up with a worry list, and hopefully that will put things in perspective. Happy Birthday to everyone else on this day too! That includes my cousin, my uncle, Robin Tunney and Paula Abdul! Nicole Kidman is born June 20th but she can count too! Haha June Babies rawk because we are Million$$$Babies! Wheeee! Just Shoot Me! I watched a little of JSM today and had a whale of a time! Must continue when I have the free time! Promise to work hard for the next week or so then i can really relax after that! Ahh its so near yet so far! I can't wait to spend my ang bao money too! Starting today, a new me! Simply Because I'm 17! Goodnite! Lemon Wacky Hello I'm a mangosteen: Seventeen I'm a mangosteen And I'm so clean. Mangosteen is hollow, But it's not a mango So I'm here to say a big hello HELLO!
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7:22 AM
Saturday, June 18, 2005
Just Shoot Me I figured i shld do an entry before i turn one year older. It's strange, as ive said so many times, how one day could magically make you feel older, make you feel qualified to do certain stuff, and raise everybody's expectations of you. I know i dont feel 17. in fact i dont feel 16 at all. It's just not right you know, making us grow up so fast. I feel im losing all that innocence. Hmm whatever it is i'm happy. i shall not be afraid. we grow older everyday. and tomorrow is my day and i will probably be mugging away. but by the looks of it maybe i'll just be worrying about it tomorrow as we spend tooo much time outside home. I was watching Nip/Tuck and ONe Tree Hill on tape today when my parents returned with... the Just Shoot Me DVD!!! That's another item off my wishlist! Yes! So i'm feeling rather high now but just enough to keep me focused on my mission tonight- to complete Math Trigo. Or maybe just get things started. In a random recap RMUN was actually kinda fun but extremely stressful at the last part. All in all i must thank everyone involved for making it such an experience for me. I figured I learnt a lot as well. Yep so thanks it was really great. I'm rather lazy to go thru the whole thing again in words. MoorTarbet meeting on wednesday was rather anti-climax cuz coming late i sat down for 5 mins and it was over just like that. Haha but well i did manage to collect my O level cert and gosh am i proud of it :] Later we took a longgg time deciding where to eat but we settled for Delifrance eventually, where the very sweet MT pple pooled together some money for a june birthday cake! So Ajit, Belicia and myself cut the cake and blew out the candles together. haha pretty funky. after that in all utter randomness leslie, dennet, yingsze and myself tagged along to belicia's house, where we were supposed to study. But alas! That place was sooo cozy and windy and soft and nice that Belicia, Ying and I fell asleep in the living room. leslie and dennet were in the room together, supposedly studying. But towards the end I did get started on my silas marner journal, book courtesy of belicia so thanks to her. as of now ive completed chapter 2. in other words im slow thank you! the next day was the RMUN finale and i rushed off after that to watch Batman Begins! last minute had extra tickets. I frantically smsed a lot of pple but none of them could make it in time. sigh so i ended up just watching it with my dad, who didnt really understand much of it but well i had a fun time retelling everything. whee! its really kewl go catch it! mhmmm. Combined house meeting was on friday and it was nice seeing almost everyone there. We touched on a few stuff and had our official house elections!!! Hmm im still afraid of revealing anything so i hafta zip up! haha anw i dont think posts matter that much. we just gotta have fun ya know. going thru the calendar made us realize we only have 1 year left. and half a year with juniors. pretty tough. i already know i will miss it. oh yeah just remembered how many pple have their birthday these few days. on 16th it was elly. on 17th it was justin. on 18th navjote. tomorrow me! pretty crazy! but puts me straight on hyper mode. there's nothing quite as exciting as finding a fellow gemini born that close to you :] elly nash and i became traitors when we left the MT-MR crowd who went to eat at thompson. we settled for j8 macs cuz we didnt really have time. stuff like that. strange trio were we but we had lunch and went home. elly had to buy gloves or smthing. without saying i hit the bed upon reaching home. slept until 9+. so as of now i am still really screwed for CTs. unable to get myself out of this quagmire, i am really honestly prepared to scrape through. i have no wish to fail, hell no. So ive been sleeping to the radio very often. TV is another addiction. My schedule as follows: monday/ Desperate Housewives tuesday/ Charmed wednesday/ Nip/Tuck, One Tree Hill thursday/ Lost saturday/ The Ashlee Simpson Show that's 5.5 hours in total, already cut down a lot. So you know what my birthday wish will be. That i can just be strong enough to face up and defeat the obstacles laid before me. Till then, see ya! 45 Questions 1.Name 5 Bad Habits You Have: not brushing teeth at night, oversleeping, skipping meals, procrastinating (like now), running away... 2.Name Four Things That You Wish You Had: wealth (and all else along with it), good health, a twin or any confidant(e), magical powers 3.Name Four Scents You Love: fresh pastry, fresh air, myself, fresh fruit (tomatoes!) 4.Name Four People That Know You the Best: not even myself 5.Name Four Things You'd Never Wear: i'd wear anything, even nothing 6.Name Four Things You Are Thinking About Now: common tests, my birthday, maroon 5, school 7.Name Four Things That You Have Done Today: slept, ate KoKo Krunch, silas marner journal, chatted on msn 8.Name the Last Four Things You Have Bought: Potato Gratin Meal with Mixed Fruit tart @ Delifrance, can't remember. 9.Name Five Bands/Groups You Most Like: The Cranberries, BackStreet Boys, S Club 7, Maroon 5, The Corrs 10.Name Five Drinks You Regularly Drink: Water, Hot tea, Mom's Herbs, Pepsi/Coke (at fastfood restaurants), Ice lemon tea (at hawker centres) 11.First Grade Teacher Name?: Mdm Azizah 12.Last Words You Said: "It's a show, yeah" 13.Last Song You Sang?: Ode To My Family (The Cranberries) 14. Last Person You Hugged? can't remember. 15.Last Thing You Laughed At? Beixi's quotes from the book A-Z guide on staying single 16.Last Time You Said 'I Love You' And Meant It? i don't think i've ever said that before. 17.Last Time You Cried? can't remember. 18.What's In Your mp3 Player? lots of songs but no Ashlee yet! 19.What Color Socks Are You Wearing? i only wear White. 20.What's Under Your Bed? posters, shoe boxes, basket balls, soccer balls 21.What Time Did You Wake Up Today? 1pm+ 22.Current Passion?: Batman Begins! 23.Current Hair? A tuft 24.Current Clothes? Pyjamas 25.Current Annoyance? Common Tests 26.Current Longing? Peace with everyone. 27.Current Desktop Picture? Ashlee Simpson 28.Current Worry? Common Tests! 29.Current Hate? My sloth. 30.Favorite Physical Feature Of The Opposite Sex? The Face. 31.Last CD You Bought? can't remember 32.Favorite Place To Be? Home. 33.Least Favorite Place? The clinic/hospital 34.If You Could Play An Instrument? Guitar/Piano/Violin 35.Favorite Color(s)? Red (Orange + Purple) 36.Do You Believe In An Afterlife? Maybe. 37.How Tall Are You? 1.7m 38.Current Favorite Word/Saying? Love. 39.Favorite Book? Silas Marner? 40.Favorite Season? Winter Spring Summer or Fall 41.One Person From Your Past You Wish You Could Go Back And Talk To: 42.Favorite Day? Sunday. Birthday. 43.Where Would You Like To Go? Around the World. 44.What Is Your Career Going To Be Like? I have no idea. Hopefully fun and lucrative. 45.Type A Line You Remember From Any Book: "A child, more than all other gifts that earth can offer to declining man, Brings hope with it, and forward-looking thoughts." From Wordsworth's "Michael" found in Silas Marner.
4:36 AM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
the cranberry saw us THANK YOU TRIXIA: for giving me her copy of The Cranberries- Stars: Best of 1992-2002!!! That's one item off my wishlist yayy! RMUN today was tiring. I realized i may not have mentioned the outing but yeah doesn't matter i think we all know it was fun and meaningful inside. or did i? and was it just forgettable? i hope not i really liked it. I have not been sleeping well. the radio keeps me going really. all that music from what seems like so long ago. I'm so frightened i will go one day and not remember all of them. i know i can't. and that is really sad. Hmm have been bloghopping and yeah really meaningful stuff out there. makes me wonder if i'm just trivial. sigh. With all that said I have not started mugging yet. For all same-boaters i know ure smiling inside but fret not all else mugger freaks! i will strike when u least expect! aha! no actually, i think im just gonna try my best. yepyep. so that's it. im looking forward to the alumni thing. i think i have nice pple to work with. i hope all of them are nice. yeah we shld be having fun u know, just reliving the old times. oh yeah PW and Art exhibition are at the back of my mind, the bottom of my to-do list. i have no idea how to continue. was telling mag today on the bus how maybe i shld start thinking abt myself. yeah ive been taking it for granted for quite some time. i figure im always worrying. why? i think i will get the JSM dvd for my birthday. i love my birthday. it renews me. but then again i grow older. and im not sure if im ready for that. batman begins! i have nothing substantial left to say, i live for not tomorrow but today. but no matter what i stay on my feet, so here's a beautiful poem by matthew seet. _the goodbye note_ with her soul left so cold and her heart flung into the mud, she clutches the note he wrote her, remembering how they counted nights of the careless summertime together. she would gaze into his laughing eyes and dream of how they would run along golden-sand shores at sunset, against a sweeping glass-blue wind, towards Little Dipper in the nightskies. she blinks back a tear or perhaps two. i want to forget. i want to forget. he moistens his upper lip and bites. but i can't. he remembers her forgetful smile, (let the train come, let the train come.) the careless summertime, (please let it come now.) and Little Dipper in the nightskies. (his stomach tightens as if to ward off a blow.) but i can't. a tear or perhaps two. a train leaves the station. a sweeping glass-blue wind.
10:05 AM
Friday, June 10, 2005
WishList MUSIC TO GET:  The Cranberries- Stars: Best Of 1992-2002  No Doubt- The Singles 1992-2003  Gorillaz- Demon Days  Coldplay- X&Y  Bonnie McKee- Trouble  Gavin DeGraw- Chariot  Audioslave- Out Of Exile  Rob Thomas- Something To Be SHOWS TO GET:  A Walk To Remember  Just Shoot Me (Season 1)
9:21 AM
Sunday, June 05, 2005
pieces whenever im listening to a song and i start blogging, i feel an urge to add the lyrics in, just cuz it goes with the flow and i like doing things with a flow. sigh. okay suddenly im feeling emo again for some reason when i was just super hyped up yesterday after house meeting. house meeting was really great cuz we were productive and yeah i dunno im beginning to like the dynamics hopefully we get better! i know moortarbet will rule them all i know it cuz we're gonna be the best :] before that i dropped by shum's house for rmun crisis filming which i NG-ed plenty of times before getting my part right. which was screwy cuz i didnt have to memorize much. in retrospect i realized i mixed up "revenue" and "reserves" in my mind, so the whole chunk of words didnt make sense. oh and we saw diana ser filming get real. i still think she's haughty. cld u imagine we were trying to borrow a tape from them! hahaha. my stomach is protesting. its been doing so day after day since i got back from bintan and i have no idea why. a lot of gas moving about and my bowels are irregular so to speak. on top of that ive been extremely lethargic, sleeping way past noon everyday and taking lots of short naps in the day. today i took about 5 naps i think. went to the barber got a weird haircut as always and missing my long hair for some strange reason cuz obviously it made me feel uncomfortable and made me look unkempt. so yeah because of all these health problems, with the most serious being that i keep getting chest seizures at night, and sometimes through the day, i dont get enough genuine rest and im unable to even start on any kind of work be it unfinished homework, overdue journals and mugging for the CTs. which is a biggest dread right now. im sure a month down the road it wld be peanuts. but right now is now and im dreading it. listening to avril lavigne now. sometimes i wonder whether i blog like that guy in the Hours whose book was difficult to read. i think im difficult to read. do you? stream of consciousness my foot cuz even i cld do that. oh yeah speaking of accomplishing something others have i wonder if i ever will commit to something new i wanna do. im too tired and busy for RR so i may not make it tmr. i'll probably forget anw. really sorry abt that i really want to start smthing anew but its time to get serious with my studies. and moBlog has been a payoff for now i think cuz pple are starting to blog im so happy. hopefully i dont have to check it everyday cuz nat does that anw. like her i shall take a mental holiday. yes i need that. to consolidate my feelings and thoughts and prioritize everything. but then again i dont really prioritize. i just do what i like dont i? going for badminton/table tennis on tuesday, on the comfort that we will be studying econs after that sigh i doubt it. i think im gonna be lazy and not bring any books so they can just come over to my house after that. anw clementi sports hall is a blessing! really really good! ok shant say too much now. tuesday is the date to look forward to. which is very soon. which defeats the purpose. but then again the more we wait, the more likely we are to be disappointed cuz our desires grow beyond possibility. insatiable. hmm im thinking of that song by darren hayes now! old songs! nash just let me listen to breathe no more earlier this evening. very good song. very very good. ive been surviving on two carrie underwood songs so far. but i cldnt help but listen to avril today again. yeah. wait im repeating myself. so on outings, jonK was very happy. we were going to go out on the 11th but then house chalet came into the picture. sad! but tonight to my utter shock i found out facs comm was organizing it and a lot of pple were gonna go late or not stay over at all. which is tragic. so whats the point in me going at all i wonder? i need confirmation! the four RJC library books stare at me like im some criminal. ok fine ive been neglecting you and you are all due in a day or so. but am i gonna trod back to school? no thanks! you freaks! on a random note bintan was really fun and i recapped all of it at moblog. so go look if u havent. 3C is a great group all of them earn my respect. i wish i had gone for the outing but i didnt. am i missing the wrong things? i didnt even go for preU sem, which according to alan and christine, was a great experience! man. what am i doing? why cant i be content with what i have do i need to keep switching targets and wanting more when will i really settle down? hmm im glad SOME things are back to near NORMAL. i think. yeah at least there isnt animosity now thank goodness for that! :] sometimes im just thankful. ok i hereby solemnly promise myself that i will start mugging tmr. i need to start swimming too. which shldnt be to hard if i just get my lazy butt out of the house. yeah if i exercize, my mind will be more alert and i wont have all these ailments. i hope. i am a very sickly person. inside out. its june! my favourite month and here's wishing june and gemini babies happy birthday and all the best! we rawk! i have very little left to say. daisy pulls it off was great but i never got a closure on that. bintan was fun. i miss it. i know im high now but in time to come i will be looking BACK and missing all of it. wel we only got to experience it once. its not like going to someone's house where its more or less the same. like junyi;s house or shumin;s house. its a real experience you know. to be there and doing stuff and all. only that once. and then we remember or forget what we choose to. or sometimes its not within our control. yeah im cherishing all of this. thank you. i dont wanna fall to pieces i just wanna sit and stare at you all the pieces, pieces, pieces of me pieces of you. i need a new direction in life and im bent on getting it. oh but who will i be if my frens dont even identify with me. i think everything's within me. within us. we can do it. time is non replenishable. let us change ourselves if not the world.
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