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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato. Ashlee Simpson, Big Fish, Just Shoot Me, Red, Tomato, Blueberry Cheesecake, Rockstar CREATEUR ALLEY Alan Cheng Chai Jun Yi JonK Nash Zee Breakfast! Snee Navjote We Spank Shirin Christine Shumin Jean Trixia Victor Kenny Liyana Jo Jun Sheng Ajit Shib Yam Alps Mike Aparna Sarah Stef Jasmine Shimin Reuben Ziing January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 December 2006 January 2007 March 2007 December 2007 January 2008 March 2008 April 2008 May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 October 2008 October 2009
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
RJC Campus MoBlog ~ Dear Friends! This is a short message to tell you guys about the RJC Campus MoBlog @ the following URL: http://www.campusmoblog.com.sg/blog/135813 Basically it is a common blog that all of us can share and blog together on. Not too different from a group blog, you can blog about anything under the various categories while abiding by the simple ground rules.The theme is: Pet Peeves and Inspirations. Blog about your day, school life, any hobby. Discuss your views on issues, even upload photos and make friends!We need your involvement as much as possible to gain the most viewership and participation. By doing so we can win up to $5000 cash for RJC! So please don't hesitate! Register now and join! It's easy, a really simple avenue for you to vent what you want to to the school community. You may not know everyone but you have every right to voice your views and feel at home. If we all take the first step, it is possible to make this into what it's really meant to be- an online RJC. For those bloggers, its a no-brainer, your calling! For the non-bloggers, its a great chance to keep up with technology! Haha, so get in touch today! For any information/queries you can contact the moderators: Shirin 1A01A Sam Jo 1A01A Denise 1A01B Natalie 1S03E Alissa 1S06C Thanks a million! Have fun blogging!And do help us spread the message! ~
8:59 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005
shit i do i know not what. okay seriously beeen close to dying due to severe lack of sleep but still managing to stay awake in class only to die really bad in the morning when i first wake up- excruciating slump! i think it was wed or thurs that i slept at 4. and the rest i didnt go before 2. so yeah im quite zombiefied by now but thank goodness for the long weekend. MY FOOT. daisy has been more time consuming than ever and so after doing all the pretty bookshelves and everything and feeling proud about ourselves, we're stilll tired. well at least im most tired cuz i havent rested at all! and here i am blogging cuz im mad and i need to do shit. and shit is gonna fly once again. this coming week. ok its been vesak day right. poor me! couple of weeks before was the best week. with all the happy happy things happening. i rmbr i had time last time to mope abt being too free and not having responsibilities! omg whoever's up there took me too seriously! so now im being piled with lotsa shit! tho most are fun shit, but still shit! so really i dunno what to think i know i will be so relieved and excited and satisfied after this week draws to a close. then i wld be like PHEW ! u know that feeling? and knowing u DID it! and gosh i must thank all those sets pple they were GREAT. they still are. and those from 1B who helped today. even some like pek and shum and max. kudos to them! now our sets are up! hopefully they'll be good enough! i shant reveal too much here. if u havent got Daisy tickets, WHAT ARE U WAITING FOR?! p.s. yam, thanks for wiping my butt. haha so yeah been a whirlwind. ok i cant rmbr what happened last week. a couple of house meetings in morning. a bit stone lah. then rush work for econs essay. trying to complete econs mcq TO NO AVAIL even up to this VERY MOMENT. ive let my teachers down! then council invest i took lotsa photos and WOW amazing i wish i was there on stage but TOO BAD. I LOVE MY OWN LIFE shit. then FOunder's Day was GREAT but cld be greater. really wanted to talk to more teachers. i shldnt wait for those slow frens of mine next time. sigh last official time in RI. SO SAD. i think some time from now with the right mood i will be devastated but oh well i got a plaque and 100 bucks so im not complaining. haha most impt of all was the honour to be appreciated by the school. THANK YOU i will never forget you. hmmm yeah rp3 essay was MAD. a mad rush on thurs night/morning. damn sleepy after that. thot i cld rest after friday but then saturday came and yeah cuz in house comm right so i get to go to Bintan too! woo hoo! really excited. the briefing was quite cool at least im looking forward to the damn thing now but that means more tired?!?! yeah so i will just die lah but haha maybe happily. this week will be PACKED due to: rolly's essay, rolly's pp, econs MCQ, Daisy sets, house stuff, math test!!! so yeah eurgh what to do i will survive right? have to. speaking of math will be missing joanne's wedding sigh but we love her i hope someone can take photos for us. WHEE. so yeah been looking out for stuff ive been missing so i can get for camp. hmmm just did GPP the freakin' FREAK of a freakin freak. we entitled our project S.H.I.T. because PW is shit but we did it subtly of cuz. so its subtle shit. woo hoo alliteration yeah! here i wld like to say that max is a true blue SPG in the making cum ah lian cum cheena cum minah. she's defensive but i had to step in to defend ashlee's new hairdo. whats wrong with blondes anw. anw thats brown not blonde! hmph! time and time again ive had to defend ashlee. its been months since SNL and my cousin brought it up again, so i had to defend her. it was in VAIN tho since as we all know she was caught eating BARBECUED chips the next day. SIGH. ashlee you are so cute but i wish you wld be a tad smarter! haha no i love u i know ure smart right right?! ok christine says im obsessed YES I THINK I AM. anw this is the orange bowl version of lala, where she got dismaying response from the crowd. they BOOED her. HOW DARE THEY! you can dress me up in diamonds you can dress me up in shirt u can throw me like a lineman i like it better when we flirt u make me wanna lala in the kitchen of the store i'll be your lemonade where ill meet u at the door im like an alley cat where the milk is i want more u make me wanna u make me wanna...scream! i tot the lemonade was ludicrous. stupid OB pple! mutilate her song! she was distressed! and singing w/o earpiece! even jessica said she cldnt do that! sigh. so there, defended. lala has been on repeat cuz i dont have her album with me. HINT to RETURN please! sigh...so whole weekend devoted to Daisy. had fun lah. painting in the sun. then moving it up. nasty, kelly, cc helping a lot. haha was cool and fun! then today so many pple came. i slipped away at 1230 to meet MoorTarbet comm for meeting @ bigMacs! it was a better meeting than expected. eventually most pple turned up and we got things going! haha so hilarious anw shant reveal too much here just in case. shit still gotta type the minutes!!! ahhhh. nvm i will persevere! it was fun guys! really i hope we do lotsa fun stuff in time to come! go MoorTarbet! let's SHOW them! mwhahahaha. ok im crazy. but thing is its late at night. and the moon is SO ROUND! and CUTE! like moorblet!!! love it love it! so glowy and calm. ahhhh. so its the madness. LUNY! LUNAR! i wanna reminisce. but my state of mind doesnt allow me to mope. somehow im glad my life is taking such a turn. managed to have 2 family dinners in the past two days. as in with the big family. yeah so at least im not rusty with them and all. i wish i had time but yeah not too much. oh well. TIME. sigh. before i cry, i needa say, i LOVE YOU.
9:22 AM
Wednesday, May 18, 2005
chariot_christine_conversation Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: you looked like you were having fun taking photos today during invest Transfer of "gavin degraw - chariot - chariot.mp3" is complete. mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: haha of course! mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: in sec school mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: ideveloped a passion to take photos!!! mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: cuz i felt mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: if we dont take photos mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: we lose a lot of memories mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: maybe its just a weak faith in me mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: but with stuff liek NHPS mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: time can really take away a lot from u mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i dont want that to happen mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i wanna cherish each moment Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: photos don't do much for me. it's all in the <3 Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: :] mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: to the fullest mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: photos awaken the <3 Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: don't you have photos of nhps? mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: its really cool anw mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: and fun to capture happy moments mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: or weird moments mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: or special moments mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: awkward moments mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: all the moments mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: sometiems we dont stop enough to wonder abt our lives in frames mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: so we need to stop mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i do but dont have like many photos mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: like the ones we take now mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: because we can mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: because wew want to mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: like we pose for silly stuff mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: do silly things! mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: its so fun! mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: and i dont want it to end really mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: sigh Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: photos are so special because they seem to make time lose that flow Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: like, time is turned into moments instead of just something that goes on for eternity mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: yes! mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: when we look at a photo mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: we live once again in that moment mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: thats the magical thing mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: sigh i love it! Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: I suppose you'll be wielding your camera from now on everywhere you go mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: possibly mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: in sec school my cam earned the nickname mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: sKandalKam mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: cuz i took particularly to embarassing shots mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: hahahaha mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: now i guess ive a more noble cause Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: cool mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: hey cld u log this convo mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: and send to me mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i wanna keep it Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: there is a whole side of you, the sec sch sam jo, that I will never know Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: you know when we were watching your batch video at angie's house that day I felt like such an intruder Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: you all shared something that was obviously incredibly special Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: and I will never begin to understand it or be part of it mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i know what u mean mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: but its the same when i watch ur batch video mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i mean we all have our own lives to live mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: and no matter how close any two frens are mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: they have individual paths to take Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: how do i log this conversation? mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: its smthing we have to deal with- being alone at times mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: and not being able to have what others have that u might want mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: i guess we all get our time mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: hopefully Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: yeah, we have such different collections of memories even though we shared nhps and we will share this one day Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: we are such lonely creatures mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: but no man is an island mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: haha oh well i guess our convo shld end here its late i needa sleep mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: im gonna post this on my blog! mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: its so meaningful Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: goodnight! Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: I wish I could take a picture of this. mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: haha and then there are those things we can never take a picture of mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: at the end of the day all we have will be our <3 mot. bloom. incomplete. foolish. chariot. collide. holiday. obviously. over. sorry.*٭* says: k gdnite nice chatting Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: yes, in the end all we have a vauge tinglings of bliss Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: imagined or not. Christine 'So tell me what you don't like about yourself.' says: 'night
10:44 AM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
edalamram returns i'd rather be anything but ordinary please! wooohooo this past week has been nothing short of amazing and blissful. i feel so blessed, truly lucky and absolutely thankful. it started with house interview results getting released and me getting through to campaign stage. we had campaigner's meeting and junyi, nash & myself formed a group. jonK was with glen so they formed a group with dwayne and alan (who was not around due to the list screw up) so yeah after some brainstorming we came up with this tomato idea! by the next day posters were up and the couple of days were spent asking others to vote for us etc. this is mainly recapping as u can see but yeah the emotion then was exhiliration cuz for once i felt i was beginning to do something after so long. junyi became apple, nash was chilli, and i was tomato. yeah mostly posters around were from moor house but there were some cranky ones from philip/yeeler/zikai's group and others like liyana's too. so yeah in our class there were elly, jean, me, navjote, shumin, yeeler running for house. shum and nav were of course running for house capt. over the two days i was also deliberating who to vote for house capt. i already promised dani u see. so the days passed by i had less sleep each time. on wednesday was listening to good ole zen micro on my way home (i skipped art and sets cuz i really needed rest!) and chanced upon michelle branch again. yes- that was what inspired my 'speech' the next day. haha so in a zoom house meeting was there again. in lt4, house captain nominees gave really convincing speeches. i could tell all of them were really sincere. soon it was our turn and it was entertaining to watch others but at the same time nervous knowing it'll be your turn soon. chengchai hit the spotlight when he became the resident questioner. it was hilarious. a fun time the whole thing. i was worried for jonK and alan when the crowd went restless. but we cld only hope for the best after that. i dont know who voted for me in the end but i would like to thank: junyi and nash (for being great campaign groupmates who gave me my space and respected each other. im glad we all made it through! i voted for u guys!) jonK, ccc, alan, glen (ur inspirations for being fellow exmoorians!) christine (for giving me the idea for small tomatoes for others to wear! thanks so much!) bernasty, hadri and comm (for knowing me and making me feel at home at the interview and giving me assurance in subtle ways. of course, for deciding that i was up to the job too) melissa lim (housemistress must not be forgotten) ruth and heather (for sending nice smses and letting me know u were there for support) victor, qx, charles, benny, ben, hendrick, jingheng, hongyun (who made me believe i had support thank you so much even if u didnt vote for me in the end!) philip (for publicity on his blog even though i didnt reciprocate) hanyi (for saying i sang well, even though many wld disagree) sinni, shumin (for being tarbetians and good frens at the same time!) gavin, tetty, zhengyi, tricia (may not know 3/4 of u too well but i felt at home in moortarbet cuz of u humanz peeps too so thank you even if u didnt vote for me! haha i threatened zee though...) navjote (for coming straight up to me one day to say u were behind my group! that made my day!) to 1A01A aka wewantbreakfast! (all of u guys wore my tomatoes on the first day!!! i was SO happy! thanks for remembering on the second day if u did! even if u didnt i made enough also! haha really grateful!) mr kwok, ms joanne, mrs perry, mr mac (for wearing my tomatoes or showing concern/acknowledgement that i was from moortarbet! made me feel warmth from the teachers!) all else on MSN/met briefly in school (like max, nat tan, liansheng, michelle low, russell, yeong chyuan, liyana etc. who gave me some indirect form of support, nevertheless invaluable!) eric toh (for your dubious SMS but good intentions!) and the list could go on forever. sorry if i forgot u u can demand to be placed on this list! thank you all who voted thank you! its because of this that my life feels so meaningful again! im out from the dumps thats for sure! after this whole thing i realized there are pple around me after all who care when care is needed. im not being shallow just cuz i got in and all but yeah in my own way i saw the love, no matter how subtle. so thanks a lot. the week wasnt quite over with that! i got my humans scholarship! am super relieved! thank you! i wanted to be happy but cldnt cuz some of us didnt get it. to those: we still love u u know that and we are all in this together! so hurray dont care abt it ok? let's have fun!! when i got home on thursday i got another piece of good news: founder's day invitation! going back to receive AAA and service award! wooohoooo! words cldnt shape my elation. triple good news!!! that night i slept peacefully! mrs perry's birthday and dance night on friday! friday the 13th didnt hurt one bit. mrs perry had a blast cuz 1B pasted a huge signage wishing her happy birthday up behind the flags. dance nite was AMAZING! slacked a lot in class before that though but went for dinner at mos burger with snee, uglen, denise, ying. angie and joy were great! so were all the dancers lah! the pictures capture the moment not my words, so i shant say more! but i enjoyed the last few ones a lot. SYF piece was the best i felt. on my way home got sms to remind me i had stuff the next day. so i went back for sets and ORA stall with art club. went to ORA for awhile. sigh rmbring how it was one year ago i felt so so i dunno- sad? in a way, cuz time has passed us by so fast. dont wanna let go again. not again. sets wasnt good a session. got paint all over my hand like mystique. window isnt completed. soon. soon. went home all alone and slept past my stop. called jonk later on to console him. i thought i heard him cry. dont cry people, we mustn't cry cuz the sun will always shine. so this weeek has been great. a lot of parallels with the past. and time keeps moving on. just found out it was isaac's birthday on sunday too! haha oh well. jingzhongren rawks! i had so much more to say but slipped my mind. a busy week ahead. been slacking this whole weekend. see ya then. exciting. congrats to all the moortarbet comm pple! we are gonna shine! and everyone from moortarbet join us in making moortarbet the best ok! whee! ushering on council invest too. founder's day. rp3 essay. econs. silas. rolly essay. joanne's wedding. all approaching. pw is irksome. gdnite. p.s. i shld upload pictures soon, somehow! sKandal Kam is back in action! and thank god for iSqueeze my legs are in shape.
8:50 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
Tarmoorto! JunYi, Sam Jo & Nash for Moor-Tarbet ! pictures may not be available but look out for us cuz we'll be looking out for you! okay that was highly cheezy but u get the drift yeah! haha we're simply nice pple running for house comm so vote us in and we'll protect your precious tomato i.e. Moor-Tarbet House ! THANK YOU :]
  
9:41 AM
Saturday, May 07, 2005
shit on the radio and now ure killing me now and now ure killing me now hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me hurt me so shit on the radio shit on the radio shit on the radio shit on the radio shit on the radio i love that song! its fabulous. fabulous for languishing in the past, in thinking of sweet memories and literally- remembering the days. i was inspired to listen to nelly furtado again after seeing her sing in Roswell. haha not that i watch Roswell, though i would love to, but yeah coincedences you never know. oh well this week let's see. not too bad we got extension for Lit essays tho i was already done by monday and ready to hand in (ok throw ur tomatoes at me now). haha but for some they are still rushing their overdue work so good luck and chill ok! now stuck with kwok and im going to sleep soon. cant be bothered till later i guess. been so busyyy all these while. im gonna get busier. there's the blog comp to worry abt. there's GPP to worry about. there's econs essay to worry about. rolly's essay. there's MATH to worry about. yeah so really a lot to look forward to like learning more about Italy!!! yeah i love Italy now i could go live in it! like there's RMUN coming up. RP3! House elections!!! COMMON TEST even. k lah now im like seriously damn scared of math lah. everytime i try to do but cant do anything!!! im absolutely trigo-ignorant. somemore got quiz next week at this rate i wont survive. sigh...joanne is so good dont wanna let her down really. but i think i keep disappointing her and all the ones before her and i dont wanna keep making the same mistake again. but seriously i need to spend more time on my studies. its no use thinking abt it. i just have to do it. i have loads of economists to read, econs articles to clear, rolly/kwok notes to mug, BOOKs to read! MOVIES and SHOWS to watch!!! that day i realized i missed Nina van Horn so much. like i long for those old days when i wld be treated to a daily dosage of her ditzyness and gosh i miss Maya, Jack, Eliot, and even Finch!!! one day i will go back to all these. sorta like my roots. i also miss Rick Dees, Soo Wei and Jean Danker!!! maybe even Carrie and her reflections! ahhhh im losing touch so quick. so yeah anw had house interviews. hadri just had to crash mine turn so i went in and knew two of them on the panel. bernasty being the other of course. kinda relaxed but i hated it when they asked me to talk abt myself. i mean what. tell them i like ashlee simpson and just shoot me and tomatoes? ok maybe i shldve! cuz they really showcase my personality. haha but argh im always stuck at interviews. i hope i was really DECENT. if not i wld be DAMN disappointed. i know i will. i cant take another rejection seriously. rolly was talking abt Humans interview results and my spine just froze on the spot. wahhh i think all that rejection has made me unconfident abt myself. like i dont seem to fair too well for interviews. for those of u who didnt know, i got nothing for RA too. i was expecting something. but nevermind i cant complain now. i just cry inside and WONDER. and i will WONDER forever. which sucks basically but im so over it. ARGH. yeah anw so im pinning all my hopes on stuff ive done this week. rp3. earth club. raffles rock. house. they are all i have left. and jonK was talking abt competitiveness. junyi was saying that frens shldnt see each other as competitors but really thats the cruel truth isnt it. we are but ists not like we have a choice. the stakes are BIG. who isnt thinking abt Uni entrance and stuff. maybe we are just being too kiasu but HELLO i have NOTHING now. so naturally im worried and stressed and so yeah wth dont judge. i think we are all like animals. we are all superficial beings. turn off the light turn off the light turn off the light turnnn turnn turnnn it is mom's day morning and i wrote a mushy note to mom with a photoshop created card. i dunno somehow pple around me arent happy anymore. i long for the day we can all be happy. today at CDC it was really great. we all had so much fun LAUGHING and LAUGHING and frankly i was hugely impressed with their performance. they simply rocked big time. to those i know, lawrence, rich and lynn, and liansheng and even woochiao. really fantastic job u know that kudos and my absolute admiration for the talent and inspiration. lynn why didnt u say "billy billy u have responsibilities!!" hahaha that wldve been hilarious. i tot classic moments include Suhidi which was a hilarious Indonesian maid impersonation by tan long, Joanne 'lui' by Lynn the Joanne, Lawrence and Rich talking to each other in the mirror etc. thats not to say the first half wasnt good. it was GREAT too but i cld connect more with the second. ok i have to pay lawrence for the tix soon. speaking of which- DAISY soon! come and watch you people!!! i will be doing the sets and props, or rather i have been doing, so come down and support. support RP! support Kim, Jade, Shum, Pandy, Liy, Maxi, Jo, many many other wonderful cast and even Gavin and Waikit!! it wld be awe inspiring really i cant wait to watch it myself. a good way to end the term i guess. so if u wanna be stunned by feeling as if ure in Hogwarts or Malory Towers and lend urself to an evening of British school and magic, come to Daisy Pulls It Off and be enchanted. Just one night, or the magic will not work. You'll be home by midnight dont worry. speaking of RP congrats to the new exco, which im not in yet again. haha but yeah lah i cant complain abt nice pple. right? yep i was telling pandy abt my premonition that she wld get chairwoman but she didnt believe me. hmmm. yeah so anw i really dont want to be excluded from anything. but somehow it is happening. okay FREAKY. the ant that was sleeping on the wall just woke up and its crawling abt now. thing is, it can FLY! ahhh i know im supposed to be macho abt this and not fear insects but after facing flying cicadas and cockroaches in my life, i have learnt to be wary. kwok is still looming in the background. i need to do work soon. i feel like THE STUDENT. as in the poem one. hmmm i guess the day ended well. i hope things get better from now on. i dont wanna lead a life of misery. ccc was telling us today abt the japanese author in kinokuniya. mwhahahaha! poor thing actually. unpublished and desperate and all. huanna shum and i were laughing like mad. tell us more cheng! yeah so all that laughter really made me forgo all worries for awhile. sometimes we need each other that much. i rmbr this quote frm The Hours: "that's what we do. People live for each other" how true. hey one day i really wanna go on stage again. i wanna act again i miss being on stage ahhh. yeah call me desperate or attention seeking but i mean who doesnt want a bit of the spotlight now and then. hmm. i feel like u know, im fading into the shadows. haha dunno lah not that im greedy or anything im really just wanting to be loved. u know. like the audience loves me and i love them and we love everybody. Chicago is magical. i need to hear the soundtrack soon again. oh yeah we had Cavour presentation and in the end it didnt amount to much. went to Pek Shan Ting for Bak Kut Teh and it was quite okay i guess. tho not so spicy as preferred. joy has a terrible impersonation of all artists alike. she only sounds good doing macy gray. haha. hmmm ramu is going for Rp3 too! and im beginning to like his music. hafta update my Zen library soon. oh freak i despise pple who snub my music taste ok. haha what i mean is- how dare you you fool. haha ok thats still quite nasty. but seriously i feel blessed to like what i like. this is what mike just said when i asked him if he liked Nelly Furtado. m!ke the picture of D_____ G___ says: i used to like her m!ke the picture of D_____ G___ says: until she disappeared from the music scene m!ke the picture of D_____ G___ says: how can you like smoeone nonexistent tsk tsk how dare you mike. thats so shallow. its precisely when theyre not popular at that moment that makes their music sound so much better and easier to appreciate without the biasness around you to judge their music by. you know, private appreciation. alone. sometimes we discover stuff alone. like right now im alone with bonnie mckee. still all alone. im waiting. haha im thankful for good music in my life. to me nelly furtado rocks. and so do all the faded and forgotten stars, i will always rmbr in my heart. okay the OWE list: i owe: lawrence= $8 nasty= $40 liyana= kelly clarkson cd some people= four cds (i will never know when i will get to return it, and that day is coming so soon it really tosses me up inside again. one day u will understand. my feelings have nothing to be feared i was just simply what i was and what i am- complicated) people owe me: clifton= 10cts alan= red book denise= slap her she's french vcd huanna= travis cd junyi= swordfish tape maxi= ashlee cd its late. im excited abt next week let it not be in vain. may my wishes come true. all my wishes. it doesnt matter what anyone thinks it is what you think. and i wonder how things can just go on so naturally like its doesnt bother you anymore. how could it be. one day i hope. all things will clear up and ill be able to be more carefree in making friends. there's a shadow in the sky but it looks like rain and shit is gonna fly once again and i dont mean to rain on your parade but pathos has got me once again and i dont want ambivalence no more and i dont want ambivalence no more... ...
11:36 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
pshaw! the greatest view seems like im the only one who has done all of Lit cuz four pple have approached me for Othello tonight. haha. feels good to know ive some burden off my back. well, there's still a workpile ahead to clear though. taking time to relax a little now. junyi says there'll be a meeting this thursday abt the petition cuz mr kan called him up. seems like there's a chance for negotiation so im actually quite pleasantly surprised it got through. hmmm im not feeling scared or anything and im prepared to stand strong by our stand cuz i know we have a just cause. YAYY! boo to those who are wishy washy about appearing at that meeting! come on fight for what u believe in! ok this is not a revolution but a peaceful discussion. so please SUPPORT us and come down this THURSDAY 4.15pm SEMINAR RM 1. thanks whoever is reading this i hope u feel right about this to want to come down :] i hate pple who dao me on msn. like go to hell lah. yeah sometimes it just makes my blood boil that much. but for those who have been nice on msn i thank thee so much cuz at least i know im not alone. yeah. being alone is scary. listening to Foolish by Tyler James now its really addictive i keep playing it over and over. Thanks to Kenny who sent it to me recently he's been on some generous spree or smthing. Like he's gonna lend me the One Tree Hill dvd. ahaha yayy. cant wait to watch more shows. p.s. may ur wish come true soon... but shucks where do i find the time? come out come out wherever you are. i find some pple's blogging styles unnatural and affected as if they wanna prove something. it is one of a kind. how irksome even though that person is nice but i mean gosh get over it. HAHA now dont go saying that about me. ANW there are those who REFUSE to update what sloths! PSHAW!!! went to shumin's house on sunday it was wonderful we had lotsa fun relaxing, watching chicago and the hours and playing bball, badminton and for some touch rug. almost dunked huanna twice. violent endings. and poor jean. her phone literally pried open by yeeler, daryl and most of us. yee ler's "mmhmmm cedric" thingy is damn funny. all the rumours...oh yeah then there was shum's little brother whom took a special liking to huanna and kept the latter on a leash like a pet dog. haha Thomas thats what they called him how cute reminds me of Bug in the Hours. Speaking of dogs, i'm never going near Pepper again. i thought i was safe but just before we left he was set on me! argh!!! there's smthing catty in me i think. back to school today real tiring tuesday for everyone. cc tried to act out scenes from chicago and the hours and we ended up translating it into chinese, with the help of U-D7-Glen. haha didnt mean to rub it in but cldnt help it. well yeah that was funny. and Perry wasnt too impressed with our shrine. Reeves made an accidental offering in the form of a rugby ball to her. our next offering: Human Sacrifice a.k.a Mr. K*** at this rate she will really go vegetarian. maybe i'll offer her tomatoes. YUMMY! corbis.com is really good gives me lots of NICE pictures. like really really topnotch. Esp. their portraitures of celebrities. like i wanna jump into the photo and join them haha. rachel bilson is all over. aaaaa. oh and i saw a priceless Ashlee simpson pic- a one and only by the beach shot with a rope between her thighs! ahh dont think dirrty its really CUTe. she's just too CUTe. oh yeah saw her on ch5! she sang at teenchoice awards hahaha! pieces, pieces, pieces of me...oh i finally dlded Real player and realized that her pieces of me video is cut short by two half verses. she doesnt sing "when im angry you listen, when youre happy its a mission and you wont stop till im there" and neither does she sing an extra "pieces pieces pieces of me" at the end! ha! betcha didnt know that! OH and i spotted a mistake in her Shadow video! her Jessica lookalike kisses a man in the kitchen but the next moment he disappears. STRANGE RIGHT! woohooo i feel spiritually closer to her. ok so tmr is wednesday again. so dreary. i cant do math at all!!! stuck! freaking stuck! im giving up for now. PI sigh. and Hist term essay. and reeves piled work on us today. shoots. submitting two forms tmr. Rp3 and EarthClub. haha i dont know what to think. just hope for the best. lonely, i am so lonely, i am nobody, on my own, iiiiiIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII (passes out into slumber)
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