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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

Ashlee Simpson, Big Fish, Just Shoot Me, Red, Tomato, Blueberry Cheesecake, Rockstar

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Sunday, April 10, 2005
hey ho, the wind and the rain

im listening to abba now becuz its about time i actually returned my cousins their stuff!!!
so it has been yet another week and actually im not complaining about my lack of frequent updates. cuz a week is a nice pace but then if u make it a weekly thing u are, instead of liberated, bounded by the chains of routine. thats why im blogging now instead of completing that math tutorial. needless to say AP and GP is a waste of time. its one of those fancy math topics with patterns and tricks that make u go gaga- for a while.

anyhow just before i forget i must mention that it was especially meaningful to get zhengyi his present from the few of us. it just made me feel complete somehow. well, many birthdays to go now. special thanks to cc for his invaluable collection of untouched books. or shld i say unscathed cuz they are in perfect condition. yep. i'll have a share in that happy wreck! (evil grin)

speaking of birthdays just went to aparna's party yesterday at her block 1 abode. took me less than 5 mins to walk over and it was so cool cuz altho pandan valley's still pandan valley no matter where u go, its very much different everywhere. the lift was tiny! i felt claustro-conscious in that 3 by 2 box. so anw as aptly put by claudia i felt like a little boy at my mom's grown up function party with all the scary aunties and uncles asking me silly questions like where do i study and all. haha but it wasnt that bad i enjoyed myself listening to all their gossip and then mag came and we talked and ate and aparna had her cake cut...birthday song and all that jazz. very homely feel- ive never had a birthday celebration outside family before, believe it or not. wonder how it feels!

well later we adjourned to her veranda which was like a little garden of Eden especially with the wooden swing and carpet grass and all. comfy! everyone just lounged there and chatted under the stars, with Mag staring mindfully at the window above- her window! haha!

aparna's room was another paradise altogether! lots of nick nacks and we had some time to nose around her stuff. haha! i had the right mind to steer clean of QAF but sat glued to Alias later on. it was fun to watch, tho i was probably the least of fans over there. by that time kelly and the silly sophie were already gone, along with other pple, so it was left with aparna (duh), myself, mag, kitson and shoojee as they call him watching Alias season 4 episode 14 i think! geesh! anw it was a good gathering we didnt really do much but talk around and soon it was 12 and aparna called it wraps. yep it was kind of her to invite us so thanks! the only pity was that i missed ashlee, again! argh!

lucky today i caught charmed's rerun so i did get to see charisma carpenter in action. poor girl she got killed in the end. quite a good episode overall wasnt really as stupid as it seemed. i guess the seer deserved a shot at a human life. so sad.

ok im moping about events IN the tv that's even sadder but well nothing cld be as sad as falling sick on tuesday! i did and it backlashed the whole week cuz i continued feeling shitty and stuff. argh cldnt go for the movie with mike so i felt quite bad abt it but sigh now im better i swear i'll take care of myself from now on!!! rmbr thats what i said after the DF sick saga? sucks lah. hate hate hate falling sick. anw smthing that happened on wed morning made me realize that our health is the most impt. and i sort of had an epiphany that one day i wld like all other humans succumb to the weakness of my health. drats. but i was damn scared. i cldve passed out everything was just so....nvm.

well 12th night was great fun! haha i tot it was a excellent rendition of the play and it helped lots that we understood what it was all about! mcconnell was adorable as malvolio and the girl who played aguecheek was pretty funny too! kudos to feste (loved how he sang at the mike), maria, toby and basically everyone cuz yep it was a good watch. i dont agree that it was amateur, as someone said cant rmbr who, but that wld just be snobbish a view. didnt like viola though. what was with her eyes?

anw its been exco and politics recently and i havent been participating readily cuz of my sickness and the fact that its only been 4 months makes it so daunting. cant stand those pple who are ambitious. i mean yeah they know their place but i just wish they wld tone down and come back down to earth. along with this there are a lot of snobbish pple around me i realized and noone is really altruistic in that sense. everyones selfish and i wonder how frenships work under such conditions. when people can be nice but be damn snobbish in mindset underneath it all. cant be bothered with them honestly. im gonna be self sufficient from now on.

sometimes im reminded and feel blessed to have good friends by my side, but some force is taking it all away. it may not happen, but we'll wait and see.

oh yeah council! almost forgot but yeah majoy seat for politics! haha im kinda relieved i didnt get thru so good luck to those pple who 'made' it. i honestly dont know what to wish for my frens. whether they get it or not. cuz its not necessarily a good thing to get it. im sure i sound sourgrapes now but hey i mean it. everyone's just so- caught up. well, i'll just do the crowd thing and vote for them then.

so many things will be happening in light of things that have happened. ra mag, daisy, humans interview (whee! pray i get it!) and just lots of nitsy gritty stuff to get through. seems like a busy week ahead and more hard times to come. but i will make it through the rain.

[insert Feste's closing song, or what you will]

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