otamot

Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

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Wednesday, March 16, 2005
borrowed heaven

borrowed borrowed heaven
borrowed borrowed heaven
borrowed borrowed heaven
borrowed borrowed heaven

you gave me life i will give it back
but before i do
im gonna hold you tight
this is my prayer

this song is so inspiring. the whole album too, in fact.
i listen and i become happy, sad, feel calm, uplifted, inspired, and relegated to a serene state of musical consciousness. i need to exhale all harmful spirits in me and breathe in new life. draw a fresh bout of air and let it rush through my bronchus and bronchioles and alveoli and finally, through my veins, joining the river of red that paves diligently through my body. but what i feel is bigger than my body, for it elevates me beyond the humdrum of life, giving me confidence for quiet, and time enough for tears. a solo silver strand strings me up to the heat of summer sunshine, where i can hideaway and say goodbye. it may be a long night, but even if the moon fell out of the sky, you light the ground, and i walk on. then i see, i see an angel, calling out to me: "baby be brave". and all at once, i know, im standing in borrowed heaven, the everlasting bliss.

hee. well words take my mind away from it all. music does for sure.
i really enjoyed myself at the class party yesterday at least i got out of the house and interacted with pple. haha. hmm. felt shitty for missing the art sculpture thing today cuz i dunno what to do now. im so behind already. fencing wasnt poke day after all. they keep delaying it i swear im gonna poke them. okay not funny BUT haha come friday i hope we get to kick some butt.

i really wished i went to watch million dollar baby on monday. dont know what got into me. i mean, im never the one who pulls out of such outings. im always the one pulling pple along and calling up but i guess i cldnt keep on doing that. ha. well. glad the movie was great. that shldve made up for my absence. but i must really watch it one day. if its so moving, so splendid, then let me watch and cry! i wanna cry!!!

right now i feel slightly perturbed that i havent completed all my homework. if i cant even finish such a simple task within a span of a few days, how am i supposed to take over the world?!?!
i have big dreams! dreams that one day i will have magical powers. freeze things and move things and fire energy balls at pple...hmmm, dont blame me. blame starworld for their sporadic broadcasts of charmed that makes pple like me feeling deprived of the magical adrenalin. yesterday's episode was good anw. i guess i need my guardian angel now.

alright, probably shall watch american idol on tape later. on to finish math and then start on econs essay. i must finish ok. lit essay too. so fri and the weekend i can have the luxury of reading and doing some history and if i have time- the lit anthology. i shall call mine- the simple life. haha. dont laugh, wait till you see it. sometimes, we tend to overlook the most simple things is life, and we really need to hear the owl call our name before we return back to the basics, the fundamentals, of life.

i figure im not making sense. but a part of me tells me i am. *shrugs*

p.s. i hate it that the other humans classes have nicer looking blogs. my always-acute-artistic sense tells me that ours really pales in comparison despite having a much brighter colour. we shld renovate! revamp! but with that said, i love the other classes too and i didnt mean to start a war. let's make love, not war! :]

p.s. i am so glad im going to avril's concert. looks like i dont have many tickets though. so sucky. but really cant wait. oohh simple plan too! i guess whoever comes to us, whoever rawks. haha. we are a deprived island anw, being puny and all. yes there, ive made my first political statement. sue me if u want.

in the heat of summer sunshine
i miss you
like nobody else
in the heat of summer sunshine
i kiss you
and nobody needs to know

5:40 AM