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Wednesday, February 02, 2005
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hey theree

every night im growing more tired. my eyes droop before me and the computer screen which is so harmful by the way and i can feel it penetrating my skin and my cells and what have you.

anyhow really been sleeping late unnecessarily...chatting online sigh really messed up.
still enjoying jc life cuz its getting more xciting.

but yet im disappointed.

no1) pple arent as enthu abt fac as i thought they wld be. frm where i came frm house rivalry was rather intense so that gave us the spirit to strive .... now here im sapped of my energy and willingness to contribute cuz nobody seems to have a real sense of urgency real damn sickening. and i dont wanna initiate cuz shldnt it be the pple with authority who shld do smthing??!?! so yeah feeling quite extra when voicing out but yet knowing im right to a large extent. sheesh.

no2) some haunting elements have returned to haunt me. that 'dont drag ur feet'...'knock it down ten' kinda shit returning in of all places fencing and shit them lah why cant we have decent training w/o some sadistic ex-student coming in? one wld think with their experience and attachment to the school they wld be nice but these pple are just super sadistic and uber rude they just ARE so cocky. i mean i dont care if u're some top fencer whats the use if beneath that suit u're this trashy bitch?

so anyhow i dont know why im sulking abt all these stuff but they just rub me off the wrong way. really- dont even get me started...

speaking of which some pple like jonK received the e.a.g.l.e.s award today haha and when i saw it was at the atrium it seemed like such a joke after all. sigh. but they deserve it i guess...
so now i wanna be smthing like that u know. take on such challenges and hopefully do enough to fulfil the dreams of myself and others.

so yeah stuff's fun but pls lah we are young adults as they say why the stupid moronic treatment. the best thing today was probably art club. really allowed me to be myself, just sitting there drawing and feeling no pressure from anywhere.

ok med fac 1's goliath rooster is just fantastic, like a big art attack but i wish we can outdo them. and then i saw david mathew today he said he was in engine drama feste. sigh. issit only arts fac that seems so slack? it is real depressing sometimes lets hope it really picks up.

drama feste rehearsal cancelled yesterday although i was relieved i cld get some rest i was quite worried abt where we're going. gee...why am i worrying so much.

anyhow. speaking of fencing there's an article of it in mind.your.body today. i think the instructor there is the same henry as the rj one. he he. his bday was today?

yeah. jason ng's bday too. bdays are cool. we found out sinni, christine and yingsze all share the same bday in our class. spooky right? or rather...interesting...

its all good fun, really. looking forward to a more exciting chinese new year. maybe its becuz last year there was the talentime and all and we really wanted to win...

feels weird now...so....weird. ok tired shall sleep and condemn myself to helping out with the deco tmr. oh yeah, then there's that ghastly commonwealth essay to do. mobile phones! i shall just rip off from somewhere. but i dont feel up to it today...i'll get down to it tomorrow. for now...opium ink and may the quilt rid me!

okay that sounded wrong?!!?

7:28 AM