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Sunday, February 27, 2005
one true thing

i feel forty kinds of sadness when you're gone
i feel the same thing always happens when you're gone
i know you're just around the corner
but just around the corner is not enough

hey you know what
i just realized our lives are filled with unexpected stuff. surprises, shocks, what have you. and some stuff, even though u planned it, things can still go wrong, or turn out even better. then we ask, who are we to thank? or to blame?
you know i really dont know. my life is so comfy now i really enjoy it all with rj and stuff. but what if it all changes with that slip of paper. i am seriously touching wood mentally but sigh arent we all nervous?!?! there's nothing we can do abt it but if i didnt get all this pent up anxiety out i wld freak out i tell you! seriously! mr rollason said that its scary how a slip of paper- subjective to human/computer error could change your life forever.

well let's hope this confirms my life and not change it! i would hate to live on knowing i could have done better. i know im obsessing- but really- im just so freaked out!
i tried talking to some pple. they say the same thing. nobody is helping really. cuz after all only i know how i did. as in the gut feeling and all. i just hope i underestimated myself. please!

so yeah i really wanted to make this weekend meaningful. but in the end i ended up thinking too much. couldnt do any work. watched one true thing again. i love it as much as before. i almost cried, i think. well yeah its, erm, moving :] and when you think about it- what is the one true thing in life anyway?

so right now im so tired i think i shld go sleep soon. 2pm. 28 February 2005. my life. my future. haha. doesnt seem too big of a deal now does it?
just saw new entries on the class blog- newly incepted! yayy! touching messages- i dont think anyone wants to leave. i mean- of course not! sigh. why the first three months anyway? whatever it is, im thankful so far. i hope fate will be kind to me. and to those friends of mine. let it be.

and one of these days
i wont be afraid of leaving with you...

may the next entry be a happy one :]

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