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Mot: means witty saying. Short for Mote (speck of dust), reverse of Tom (Cruise), which is in turn short for Tomato.

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Tuesday, January 25, 2005
toad talk

i dont see anyone posting today. seriously in all honesty. nobody gives a damn today cuz somehow we are all tired.
maybe i speak for myself but still damn tired. been messing arnd at drama feste and its crazy that im cca-less and trying to go for clinics but finding everything clashing with one another. drats.
archery and fencing sound fun i'll give them a shot. no harm trying. esp in a place like this. i feel its not so much interest now. last time i didnt have interest that's why i wasnt in lotsa stuff. but now its too late for just that. u need more. u need value. and i find my market value depreciating by the second.
anyhow, the academic part is getting exciting. for me at least. some form of stimulus to look forward too.
with that said, it makes me more tired. all i wanna say is, i dont see why pple judge others so easily. so harshly. spread rumours so easily. like they wld want it to happen to themselves. its the ugly side of human nature and once again i find myself face to face with it. i tried avoiding it really, but the world reeks of it. i pray now, not for myself to ward off such spiritual parasites, but instead for all the trash to stop. i am at peace with myself at least so i wasnt really affected or anything but yeah its real bullshit that pple are so insensitive. i find myself feeling for the innocent victims of rumours. then i realized smthing to my horror. of sort.
blah.
i was one of them. probably still am. a victim and a culprit. so i shall stop. and others, please do. at least i know for sure, i've always had the consideration in me. others dont. they just dont.
childish senseless babble. and well what can i do.
nothing they say is true anw. so haha to them! really, the more i thnk abt it, the more amazing it is. no-one can really say anything bad abt me which is true. i mean unless its my crazy nature but other than that...really!
so im at peace. so glad i can walk out tomorrow and smile and carry on being ME. and letting everyone else know that im cool and they're not.
sort of.
toadheads.
gdnite. 12.09am.

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